dukes-to-duchesses

Tonight, I decided I could allow myself to miss you. I mean, it's almost been two years. I can miss you, right? When you left, it was like the sun left the solar system, making everything icy cold.  No wonder why I stayed in my bedroom all the time, sulking, crying, dreaming you were by my side again.  Do you know this? I wonder if you cared enough to find a way to check on me without me being aware of it. I mean, really... Oh shit, I'm crying again. Why aren't you there to stop my tears, Hankyung? You always were there to stop them before... Before... I stood up from my place on the couch and ran to my bedroom. The others l